Hey people, how have you been ? It's been a long time (again) i never posted anything in my blog.
I have started doing my internship as PARK SERVICES.
Okay, so my job scope is : Sweeping and TCC. Even people think that is suck and actually me too, But people there in PS are very fun. They are just like a 2nd family of mine. They take care of me, make fun of me, we play, we laugh, we eat together, almost spend all time together when working.
Compare to my other friends, even their job is related to our school and mine is not, but the environment of working is different. Mine is relaxing, playful and cheerful.
I dont really that mind to do such thing, and at least i can put down myself to do things.
Still have 5 months ahead, hope it will go smoothly !
Gambatte deff ! <3
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Thursday, September 22, 2011
Love that happens in short time = CRUSH
Crushing of that person is truly only the temporary feeling of mine.
He makes me galau too much till makes me sick of it.
He makes me feel that he is not brave enough to face his own feeling.
He never be able to make me sure about what is truly serious from his heart.
He makes me think that he is GAY.
And when i see him today. He is still the old him, that dum-stupid face and action.
Still, he makes me confuse.
Honesty, i miss him.
He makes me galau too much till makes me sick of it.
He makes me feel that he is not brave enough to face his own feeling.
He never be able to make me sure about what is truly serious from his heart.
He makes me think that he is GAY.
And when i see him today. He is still the old him, that dum-stupid face and action.
Still, he makes me confuse.
Honesty, i miss him.
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
Past tense
I'm reading my blog that i'm writing to my ex boyfie,
I'm so sad that we can't be together, but at least, i don't love him as much as i did before
Congratulation def <3
I'm so sad that we can't be together, but at least, i don't love him as much as i did before
Congratulation def <3
Love story !
Honesty to each other is reqired in an realtionship, whether is a friend, bestfriend or boyfie girlfie.
For this past August, i think i fell in love to one guy just name him as M.
M is a chinese dancer study the same school as me.
We are so close together, and i know he treat every girl the same.
He lives only across my apartment and we always go home together after rehearsal.
And i admit that i'm a girl that always think too much about relationship from a boy to a girl.
He's too sweet to me. When i was sick, he brought me to the clinic, he reminded me to eat my medicine, he woke me up from my nap, brought me every medicine that he has in his house, he gave me his shirt when i said i'm so cold. I know he will do this to every girl-friend that he has. but still, i'm melting.
And someday, i told my true feeling to one of my senior, just said she is F.
F is a senior of mine and friend of M. and She is indonesian.
She told me about her feeling to one guy, and i told her mine as well.
and i told her that i have feeling with F, because he is too sweet.
And i don't know what happen, at the night, they chat to each other and F let him know that someone likes him, and M is super curious and call me directly. I dont know why, and maybe he can feel that i like him ?
Whatever, and he told in the phone that HE LIKES ME, because i'm different with other girls and i always bring laugh to people. That touched me. Really. But i never told him anything i just always post random status which i think i'm super stupid to attract his attention from facebook.
I decided to ask him what did he mean by LIKE ? like as friend or like as a girl.
Monday night when we are heading home after movie with Feli, Celi, Anuj, Chris, and Manolo, i put down every single of my shyness and ask him this question. Before, he said he would answer everything STRAIGHTFORWARDLY. but when i asked him, he HESITATE. Okay, that is dissapointed for me, and it shows that he just LIKES me as a FRIEND, not more. I'm the one who think too much of everything. After that we decided not to go home, and go for a walk, and we stay until 6am in the morning without going home. We talked about everything, about our exs, our family, our everything, I've been honest to him about my feeling, and we decide to be COOL as friend. Yes, even the end he answered that he likes me as a girl, but we can't go for further steps, and we decided to be FRIEND that is COOL ! We are not awkward at all to each other, maybe yes sometimes, but then we are bestfriend that understand each other more deeply. And i found that is super nice ! He can talk to me about everything, he is asking about my opinion about his problems, anything, And i love this relationship. We care and talked as buddy, even sometimes i feel i'm so useless and bad because i keep my feelling to him, and always pretend that we are cool. I'm so sorry, maybe this is only my temporary feeling, just let time solve it.
Adios <3
For this past August, i think i fell in love to one guy just name him as M.
M is a chinese dancer study the same school as me.
We are so close together, and i know he treat every girl the same.
He lives only across my apartment and we always go home together after rehearsal.
And i admit that i'm a girl that always think too much about relationship from a boy to a girl.
He's too sweet to me. When i was sick, he brought me to the clinic, he reminded me to eat my medicine, he woke me up from my nap, brought me every medicine that he has in his house, he gave me his shirt when i said i'm so cold. I know he will do this to every girl-friend that he has. but still, i'm melting.
And someday, i told my true feeling to one of my senior, just said she is F.
F is a senior of mine and friend of M. and She is indonesian.
She told me about her feeling to one guy, and i told her mine as well.
and i told her that i have feeling with F, because he is too sweet.
And i don't know what happen, at the night, they chat to each other and F let him know that someone likes him, and M is super curious and call me directly. I dont know why, and maybe he can feel that i like him ?
Whatever, and he told in the phone that HE LIKES ME, because i'm different with other girls and i always bring laugh to people. That touched me. Really. But i never told him anything i just always post random status which i think i'm super stupid to attract his attention from facebook.
I decided to ask him what did he mean by LIKE ? like as friend or like as a girl.
Monday night when we are heading home after movie with Feli, Celi, Anuj, Chris, and Manolo, i put down every single of my shyness and ask him this question. Before, he said he would answer everything STRAIGHTFORWARDLY. but when i asked him, he HESITATE. Okay, that is dissapointed for me, and it shows that he just LIKES me as a FRIEND, not more. I'm the one who think too much of everything. After that we decided not to go home, and go for a walk, and we stay until 6am in the morning without going home. We talked about everything, about our exs, our family, our everything, I've been honest to him about my feeling, and we decide to be COOL as friend. Yes, even the end he answered that he likes me as a girl, but we can't go for further steps, and we decided to be FRIEND that is COOL ! We are not awkward at all to each other, maybe yes sometimes, but then we are bestfriend that understand each other more deeply. And i found that is super nice ! He can talk to me about everything, he is asking about my opinion about his problems, anything, And i love this relationship. We care and talked as buddy, even sometimes i feel i'm so useless and bad because i keep my feelling to him, and always pretend that we are cool. I'm so sorry, maybe this is only my temporary feeling, just let time solve it.
Adios <3
This life is interesting !
Hi all, I'm back ! :D
It's been a busy August for me ! As i mention in previous blog, i have been busy for my Project, Musical, Interview and Exam !!
MUSICAL : I was crying like crazy after finish everything, that because i'm so sad to leaving those crazy fellows in club, on the other hand i'm happy bacause we have done a good job ! I hugged every members of them and i feel i'm leaving them for the next 6 months, and i will definitely miss them ! <3
INTERVIEW : I went for interview with Yvonne, one of my classmate, to the 213 Pandan Gardens located in Jurong west, and it takes me 1 and half hours to go there. And i get accepted in the UNIVERSAL STUDIO SINGAPOREEEEEEE as Park Operations ! It sound like very fun working there and i'm so excited before start workingg ! Yeyyy !
EXAM : 2 Exams in this term sucks. it's my fault because i didn't study ! I hopee i can get Bs for my exam and i'll be so happy. I'm not hoping any A or A+, at least i pass or get Bs ! Amen ! Let's see the result out later on, and decide how is my fate then ! LOL
Today is my victory day and finish everything ! now it's time for holiday ! :D
Next blog topic : LOVE <3
It's been a busy August for me ! As i mention in previous blog, i have been busy for my Project, Musical, Interview and Exam !!
MUSICAL : I was crying like crazy after finish everything, that because i'm so sad to leaving those crazy fellows in club, on the other hand i'm happy bacause we have done a good job ! I hugged every members of them and i feel i'm leaving them for the next 6 months, and i will definitely miss them ! <3
INTERVIEW : I went for interview with Yvonne, one of my classmate, to the 213 Pandan Gardens located in Jurong west, and it takes me 1 and half hours to go there. And i get accepted in the UNIVERSAL STUDIO SINGAPOREEEEEEE as Park Operations ! It sound like very fun working there and i'm so excited before start workingg ! Yeyyy !
EXAM : 2 Exams in this term sucks. it's my fault because i didn't study ! I hopee i can get Bs for my exam and i'll be so happy. I'm not hoping any A or A+, at least i pass or get Bs ! Amen ! Let's see the result out later on, and decide how is my fate then ! LOL
Today is my victory day and finish everything ! now it's time for holiday ! :D
Next blog topic : LOVE <3
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
The busiest term !
Heloooooooooooo :D
I think it's almost 2 more months i havent post anything in.
I've been busy for preparing our campus performance "EASB Musical" which we put alot of effort in practicing it. We practice 3 times a week, Monday, Wednesday, and Friday from 7pm till end.
But in the performing arts club, i knew a lot of fun people like Manolo, Max, Feli, Celi, and others. They are also super crazy and funny. Manolo - Philipino - Stupid faces - Funny, Max - Chinese - Autis - Weird. Feli,Celi - Indonesian - Damn lebay - crazy. PEACE :P
This term is my busiest term ever. Assignment all over the place, practice for performance for a whole month, classes and training till die. Okay, a lil bit too much :D I started my training class 2 weeks ago and it is not fun at all. boring and sleepy. and now, they asking us to start to prepare our CV for our internship later, and i haven't start anything. *stressssssssssssss*
I moved from my old HDB which i live with my Batamnese relatives and friends. I moved with my super duper sexy roomate, Mellika Klara Dewi, who is very crazy and funny ! :D In that house, there are a lot of unexpected housemates from different part of Indonesia. But all of them are very fun and also crazy !
Still have a lot of things happen, but i can't talk every single detail here. But life is interesting ! <3
xoxo
I think it's almost 2 more months i havent post anything in.
I've been busy for preparing our campus performance "EASB Musical" which we put alot of effort in practicing it. We practice 3 times a week, Monday, Wednesday, and Friday from 7pm till end.
But in the performing arts club, i knew a lot of fun people like Manolo, Max, Feli, Celi, and others. They are also super crazy and funny. Manolo - Philipino - Stupid faces - Funny, Max - Chinese - Autis - Weird. Feli,Celi - Indonesian - Damn lebay - crazy. PEACE :P
This term is my busiest term ever. Assignment all over the place, practice for performance for a whole month, classes and training till die. Okay, a lil bit too much :D I started my training class 2 weeks ago and it is not fun at all. boring and sleepy. and now, they asking us to start to prepare our CV for our internship later, and i haven't start anything. *stressssssssssssss*
I moved from my old HDB which i live with my Batamnese relatives and friends. I moved with my super duper sexy roomate, Mellika Klara Dewi, who is very crazy and funny ! :D In that house, there are a lot of unexpected housemates from different part of Indonesia. But all of them are very fun and also crazy !
Still have a lot of things happen, but i can't talk every single detail here. But life is interesting ! <3
xoxo
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
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gudnite peoplee !
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gudnite peoplee !
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Happy bday chengciaaaaa !
I bet when you received my voicenote, you laughed like crazy. hahaha
a bit mushy huh ? :D
However, HAPPY BDAY !
That song that i dedicated to you is what describe my feeling.
Translation :
From yesterday, to today, and there's still tomorrow
Thanking God for letting you all be by my side
Feelings of love, pain, and touching feelings
Because of all your embrace I'm very relieved
The uneasiness when we first met, the mysterious air around us
Maybe there are some blind spots that we discovered after knowing each other
No one is this world knows me better than you
Being 'friends and sisters' alone is not enough to describe our chemistry
Helping each other and compromising with each other, wife wife
Let's hook our fingers, and promise to remember our planned journey to forever
Love you <3
a bit mushy huh ? :D
However, HAPPY BDAY !
That song that i dedicated to you is what describe my feeling.
Translation :
From yesterday, to today, and there's still tomorrow
Thanking God for letting you all be by my side
Feelings of love, pain, and touching feelings
Because of all your embrace I'm very relieved
The uneasiness when we first met, the mysterious air around us
Maybe there are some blind spots that we discovered after knowing each other
No one is this world knows me better than you
Being 'friends and sisters' alone is not enough to describe our chemistry
Helping each other and compromising with each other, wife wife
Let's hook our fingers, and promise to remember our planned journey to forever
Love you <3
Friday, March 18, 2011
3 years old Alien
I know a guy named alien.
He is only 3 years old. lol :D
He's kinda a cute guy, quite but humorist.
He's leaving, and i'm very glad that i know him !
我会继续用我的笑容让你门快乐的
I will miss you, alien :)
He is only 3 years old. lol :D
He's kinda a cute guy, quite but humorist.
He's leaving, and i'm very glad that i know him !
我会继续用我的笑容让你门快乐的
I will miss you, alien :)
For you, Silly girl
Just be who you are.
Don't think to follow others that are not you.
People will try to understand you.
This is how the Odd you :P
Don't put everything inside your heart.
Sometimes, tell it out is better.
P.S : Thank you for always waking me up. lol
Don't think to follow others that are not you.
People will try to understand you.
This is how the Odd you :P
Don't put everything inside your heart.
Sometimes, tell it out is better.
P.S : Thank you for always waking me up. lol
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Another munched-screen
That's kinda sweet to me. but thank Mr.Just, Thankyou for describing me in such way.
I am very lucky to have friends like you.
Thankyou.
Hmmmm.
That's why i hate to be liked by people who i dont like. it ends up that we cant be friend like before.
Setelah kejadian bbman kyk begini, gw ngerasa ya pastinya cwo yang bbm itu jadi aneh sama gw.
Sorry gw expose diblog begini. tapi gw mau kalian para cwo2 yang baca blog gw sadar akan apa yang harus kalian lakukan.
I really treat u as friend. kalo emang kita jodoh, ga kmn2 deh. dan gw yakin itu cuma perasaan sementara doank karna udah lama ga ketemu sama gw.
Seriously, terlalu cepet elu blg kyk gini ke gw :D
Become a pervert because of Capital H-I-M
Currently in love with this guy.
I feel like i'm stalking him, all the time :D
Sorry, but i like you. :)
In love with a Stranger named Aldy Saputra Tunggala
This past few days or weeks, i'm in love with a stranger.
Oh god ! I cannot imagine how can i inloe with a stranger that i really dont know him.
I love his voice, his look, his talent in playing guitar, and his courage to post his video in youtube.
View up his Youtube channel in http://www.youtube.com/user/aldysaputratunggala
You will love him too :)
Oh god ! I cannot imagine how can i inloe with a stranger that i really dont know him.
I love his voice, his look, his talent in playing guitar, and his courage to post his video in youtube.
View up his Youtube channel in http://www.youtube.com/user/aldysaputratunggala
You will love him too :)
Monday, February 21, 2011
Goodnews.
Quite shocked that school showed up our pictures in the bulletin board in 2nd floor.
I should hv made my family proud of me.
but I'm still not very satisifed with my own marks.
Rest of the year 1 top student got A+ (80++), but only me got A.
Study harder for this term, and get A+ :)
FYI, I got 77 for my Principle of Management, the highest in our batch.
Talking about my examination result, i'm quite satisfied.
Notbad, i got 3As :)
Gonna work harder and study hard for this term.
Cayooo <3
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Holiday ends tomorrow !
Okay, holiday ends tomorrow.
Liburan 3 minggu lewat begitu saja.
Imlekan, kumpul bareng sahabat2, ketemu sama temen lama yang kuliah jauh di jakarta, jalan bareng makan bareng karaokean bareng :D
That was really fun ! dan bsok, gw udah harus balik ke negara seberang buat ngelanjutin pendidikan gw ! Ahhh, it will be busy again.
xoxoxoxoxoxo
Liburan 3 minggu lewat begitu saja.
Imlekan, kumpul bareng sahabat2, ketemu sama temen lama yang kuliah jauh di jakarta, jalan bareng makan bareng karaokean bareng :D
That was really fun ! dan bsok, gw udah harus balik ke negara seberang buat ngelanjutin pendidikan gw ! Ahhh, it will be busy again.
xoxoxoxoxoxo
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Abdul and The coffee theory
Currently addicted to this Indonesian band.
Jazz style and Love concept for their songs.
Track List :
01. Aku Suka Caramu
02. Ijinkan Aku
03. Mulailah Dengan Cinta
04. Happy Ending
05. Fun In Love
06. Memutar Waktu
07. Ku Cinta Kau Lebih Dari Kemarin
08. Proses Melupakanmu
09. Agar Kau Mengerti
Friday, January 21, 2011
She falls in love againn :)
You know who i am talking about :)
Please dont deny that you have feeling to him.
If so, find your feeling and sure of it.
I hope he's the one.
Please dont deny that you have feeling to him.
If so, find your feeling and sure of it.
I hope he's the one.
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
GLBK
What does this title stands for ?
It stands for Gebetan Lama Bersemi Kembali.
It happened 4 days ago. From a common saturday nite, we chitchat, till the other days, sunday.
We talked about our past, our ex. It's cute thought.
I don't know this is called fate, or what.
He had a gf after getting close to me, and i had a boyfie after getting close to him.
then We both broke up our relationship because of FAMILY MATTER ! (how can it be the same?)
Then after that, we got close together again.
He was quite sweet though. Text me when he can't go online. Text me to wake up and have breakfast. but he dissapear for these 2 days from Monday till now.
Hahahahaha. maybe he's busy. hohohoho.
Get well soon yaa buat telinga lu om ! :D :D :D
It stands for Gebetan Lama Bersemi Kembali.
It happened 4 days ago. From a common saturday nite, we chitchat, till the other days, sunday.
We talked about our past, our ex. It's cute thought.
I don't know this is called fate, or what.
He had a gf after getting close to me, and i had a boyfie after getting close to him.
then We both broke up our relationship because of FAMILY MATTER ! (how can it be the same?)
Then after that, we got close together again.
He was quite sweet though. Text me when he can't go online. Text me to wake up and have breakfast. but he dissapear for these 2 days from Monday till now.
Hahahahaha. maybe he's busy. hohohoho.
Get well soon yaa buat telinga lu om ! :D :D :D
Monday, January 10, 2011
Happy birthday and Farewell my buddy !
Happy Birthday to my buddy ! :)
Sorry ya udah boongin lo kalo kami ga balik.
Cuma kerjain lu doank kok. hehehe. mau kasi surprise.
hehehee..
Another picture shot after u take a bath and wearing the shirt that i bought for u, and the puzzle that angeline han made it fot you :)
Okay, this moment when i sent my buddy to the airport and this incident happen as what i have expected. i cry like crazy and ofcourse mega did the same. because she is a crying baby ! hahahahahahahaa :D
And last, we are going back to our S country to continue our activity.
huhuhuhuhhuhuuu.
Don't really wish to come back here :(
02/01/2010 Ice skating day ! Hohohohoo.
Ice skating time ! So excited for me to play ice skating for the first time. I was very afraid to play it and after palying for one hour, i was dare to walk without holding the pole. hahahaha :D
It was so fun and i hope to go again with friends ! :)
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